Quiet Time

Last night at the shift we talked about devotion. Devotion unfortunately is not something I do on a regular basis. I made the comment last night to Heather it seems like the only time we pray (at least for me) it is when there is a wall and we cant get over it. I think many Christians have made Christ there back up tool and only use him when they have no other options. So while talking about devotion in our group Heather challenged us to take 20 min of our day and give it to God. In this 20 min we are suppose to read a proverb, pray, and have quiet time. Quiet time is so hard to find in my life and all I kept thinking about was the NOOMA videos we watched on Noise. I have so much noise in my life that it keeps me from reaching God to my full potential, but I still went forth to have the 20 min with God and allow him to guide me in what ever direction he wants. I read Proverbs 22 and the part that impacted me the most in the whole chapter was verse 17-19. it says, "Listen to the words of the wise; apply your heart to my instruction for it is good to keep these saying deep within yourself, always ready on your lips. I am teaching you today- yes, you- so you will trust in the Lord." I want to be filled with the word of God, I want to be ready in season and out of season with the word of God. I want my heart to in the word so that I may trust in the Lord with all my troubles, with the walls that keep me from continuing my walk with God. As I sat in Quite time at Mylar Park I heard God saying, "Trust in ME!" please pray for me so that I can trust more in the Lord and also pray that I may continue this quiet time with HIM.

Desperately seeking Quiet Time,
Steven

Giving up my Idol

WOW . . . God has been reveling today. All day I have felt the peace of the Lord on me. I have had so many little issues present themselves to me today and just allowing God to take them and deal with them made my day that much easier. I woke up this morning and continued reading in 1 Samuel 7:3 and I have been reading this the past week. I have some issues in my life that I have a problem letting God take care of. I decide to be leader and take care of them myself and we all know what happens when we try to do that we fail. Before I started attending Element Church almost a year ago I had stepped back in faith and lost the connection I had. Now that I have returned to Christ I still struggle but it is getting better. I read in 1 Samuel 7:3 and it said, “Samuel spoke unto all the house of Israel, saying, If ye do return unto the LORD with all your hearts, then put away the strange gods and Ashtaroth from among you, and prepare your hearts unto the LORD, and serve him only: and he will deliver you out of the hand of the Philistines.” I may be taking this way out of proportion but it helps me see something a little better. I represent the issues in my life as the idols (things that are keeping me away from God and what he wants me to do). If I give up everything and serve God to the fullest then he will rescue be from the bad (which to me are the Philistines). Like I said I may have taken this out of context or looked to deep into it but it has challenged me to be the Israelite and give up everything in my life that is not pleasing to God and seek Him more so He can rescue me from the bad.

God is Great

How many times have all of us heard someone say, "God is great?" How many times have we said it but not truly realize the greatness on God. At least for me I know I may say it but don't realize how great he is. These past couple months I have been tested to use more faith then I have ever used. I will be leaving to Nicaragua in a couple of weeks for a mission trip and the money has not been coming in like I would like it to and then there are times one part of me will say, "GIVE UP" but then the other part of me says continue seeking God. Having enough faith and trusting in God to provide for me is rough but I continued seeking God and now that there are only a few weeks left before I leave I realised God is truly Great. I now have enough money to go and everything is falling into place. Praise God for all his blessing, he is truly GREAT!

Steven